Fired Below Deck Star: Why Hannah Ferrier STILL Can’t Watch Her Own Show (SHOCKING Truth!)

Can you imagine being so traumatized by your past job that you literally can’t even *watch* the show that made you famous? That’s the shocking reality for Hannah Ferrier, the beloved former chief stew of *Below Deck Mediterranean*, who reigned supreme for five dramatic seasons. Her scandalous 2020 firing, triggered by Malia White reporting a prescribed CBD vape and Valium, plunged her into a bitter, years-long feud with Captain Sandy Yawn. While they seemingly buried the hatchet with a very public 2024 reconciliation and even cashed in on joint “City Cruises Live” appearances, the emotional scars run deep. Speaking exclusively to Us Weekly at BravoCon 2025, Hannah confessed that despite her newfound peace with Sandy and her friendship with Aesha Scott, she still *cannot* watch her former show. She revealed it’s “triggering,” forcing her to turn it off within a mere 30 seconds, even though she enjoys other *Below Deck* spin-offs! This isn’t about specific people for her; it’s the *show itself* that evokes such intense emotions, leaving fans speculating about the true depth of her trauma from the high-seas drama. The fan questions about her ever watching again are rampant across social media, highlighting the enduring impact of this celebrity scandal. It’s a fascinating, behind-the-scenes look into how even a resolved public feud can leave a lasting, personal struggle for a reality TV star. For more unbelievable celebrity revelations and reality TV bombshells, make sure you smash that subscribe button and join our channel!